Happy Writemas!
Where has the year gone? This time last year I was breaking my back helping my mother have a good death. I was taking care of her, her house, and our family in the same way she would...and did with my grandmother. When I started 2017, I didn't have any plans with writing. All I knew was my grief and anxiety. I didn't think I could accomplish anything this year. I thought, if I wrote, it would be as if I moved on. That the actions of writing out a story or a poem would be a signal that life goes on.
During this year, I had several book ideas. Some, I captured. Some I let fall out of mind and into the wind. One was always present. The problem? It cut close to the quick. The emotions of my mother's passing and all I endured during that time is still too present in my mind to allow me to follow through with that book. It is one I will write. I am resigned. The story keeps slamming around in my brain too much to not write it. When it will happen? I have no clue.
In 2017, I published two things: In These Mountains and 'Tis the Season. I submitted two poems to a literary magazine. I have focused more in the last two months to move forward with my writing on here and with publications. I am proud at accomplishing those projects this year. Both of them went in different directions than what I planned, but isn't that part of life? Adjusting to the changes and being a better person for it?
You are probably making your own resolutions. Today, the resolutions I make are very present in my mind. When I think of them, the grief is present. I want to make resolutions like living longer than 57 years old and taking time and money to travel and see the world. But, I cannot control some of the resolutions I want to make.
What I can do is plan for my writing. In 2018, I would like to do more. I would like to write more. I would like to be more present on my blog. I would like to develop the ideas I have to share. I want to finish Into the Alaskan Wild and Mountain Momma. I would like to write some on my erotic collections and some of the fictions. I have so much to do.
I hope you stay tuned. I hope you have some good resolutions to help you through 2018. What's one you have decided to do for yourself?
Where has the year gone? This time last year I was breaking my back helping my mother have a good death. I was taking care of her, her house, and our family in the same way she would...and did with my grandmother. When I started 2017, I didn't have any plans with writing. All I knew was my grief and anxiety. I didn't think I could accomplish anything this year. I thought, if I wrote, it would be as if I moved on. That the actions of writing out a story or a poem would be a signal that life goes on.
During this year, I had several book ideas. Some, I captured. Some I let fall out of mind and into the wind. One was always present. The problem? It cut close to the quick. The emotions of my mother's passing and all I endured during that time is still too present in my mind to allow me to follow through with that book. It is one I will write. I am resigned. The story keeps slamming around in my brain too much to not write it. When it will happen? I have no clue.
In 2017, I published two things: In These Mountains and 'Tis the Season. I submitted two poems to a literary magazine. I have focused more in the last two months to move forward with my writing on here and with publications. I am proud at accomplishing those projects this year. Both of them went in different directions than what I planned, but isn't that part of life? Adjusting to the changes and being a better person for it?
You are probably making your own resolutions. Today, the resolutions I make are very present in my mind. When I think of them, the grief is present. I want to make resolutions like living longer than 57 years old and taking time and money to travel and see the world. But, I cannot control some of the resolutions I want to make.
What I can do is plan for my writing. In 2018, I would like to do more. I would like to write more. I would like to be more present on my blog. I would like to develop the ideas I have to share. I want to finish Into the Alaskan Wild and Mountain Momma. I would like to write some on my erotic collections and some of the fictions. I have so much to do.
I hope you stay tuned. I hope you have some good resolutions to help you through 2018. What's one you have decided to do for yourself?










