My Lovely Melanie~
You and I both knew that this day was coming. The day I
would be leaving your arms forever. Please my love, do not despair. I will be
with you again one day. Until that day, I will be looking down on you, watching
the rest of your life unfold before my eyes. The time I have spent with you has
been the light of my life. You were always someone I could come to when my
heart was heavy and I needed an ear to release. I want to thank you for that.
The strength you have shown through our life together, all the ups and the
downs, has made me realize the love I have for you and the sincerity of your
heart.
Having to deal with cancer at such a young stage of our
marriage has been hard on you. Thank you for staying beside me and enduring
twice the amount I have had to. But there are issues I still worry over, before
I can go. My love, please find it in your heart to move on. To be happy. To
share the love you have with someone worthy. The thought of you doing that will
carry me through the next phase of my life. I need you to be happy!
I would like you to know that I have entrusted Jace with your safe keeping. He has always loved you. Sometimes I feel he has loved you more than I did. In the times I have been to weak to show you, he has been there to wipe your tears and give you the strength I have always longed to give you. In life, we are each given battles to conquer. Mine has been cancer and leaving you in the trusty hands of Jace. Your battle will be moving past this and finding the love you have for him.
I hope one day you will realize it and know that my life might have been to bring you together. That's what I know right now. The purpose of my life was to bring you into his. To show you the love he has. To share with you the precious years we had as a family. There is nothing I would change. Not even dealing with the cancer. It has given me the strength to show you the truth. It has given me the strength to say goodbye to you.
I love you Melanie. Remember that for the rest of your life. Keep me in your heart. Allow me to be the strength that pushes you to find love.
I love you always,
Andrew
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